I actually felt sort of hopeful...I am a wasted girlfriend in a relationship with you! You are so into yourself and your trip that you really don't have much to share with someone else, and I am a pretty loving, thoughtful and caring person, I want to be in a relationship with someone who has the same ideas about what that means. You know? Even if you said you wanted to get back together I don't think I would go for it, I wold just be signing on for more rejection and ignoring, and that hurts too much to volunteer for.

You weren't a very good boyfriend, you were just MY boyfriend. I think that's got so much to do with why I tried to hold on so tight to you when you wanted to let go. I feel freer than I have since you broke up with me. I'm going to get over you, and move on. I'm going to be truly available for a relationship that feeds me, not starves me to death slowly. I still love you, but that's not hurting me today.

I feel sorry for the next woman who loves you, it's like throwing pebbles in a well and looking deep down to see if they even made a ripple.