You say that losing me forever "just doesn't seem like a real possibility". I wish I felt that way, but the reality is that I know I'M in charge of not LETTING you lose me forever...
there is only one reason that you haven't lost me yet, and that one reason is that I love you.
Knowing this gives me every reason to be afraid.
Love is a powerful emotion, but without nurturing it becomes a fragile thing...yet, even at it's most fragile it has the power to bring a person to his or her knees.
I want to live "in the now" - Be Here Now - Love you NOW.
NOW I'm here, NOW I love you, and promises are only intentions, because "the future" is all in your mind.
I believe the biggest problem you and I have is one you created yourself.
You "hold out" for 2 in the bush, what's behind the curtain, what Carol Merrill has in the box, and only the grace of love allows you the luxury of keeping what you've got in the meantime, while time goes by and the bird in your hand grows weaker every day.
Show me your love. Love me now.
Release me from this limbo, show me something I can trust, something I can respect, because here I am right now, and although the idea of losing me forever seems ridiculous to you, there will come a day when we will both be gone.
So what do you want to do with the in-between?