Ah, but while spending time with 'just about anyone who will show me care' you will be possibly be missing out on the right person. Its important to love your self first. Cliche perhaps but oh so very true. You are a love addict. But searching for personal validation in the idea of love from others will often result in heartache. I am not trying to be critical but offering an observation that many people will seek "love" from anyone so as not to feel unloveable. I have a feeling, and correct me if I am wrong, that you fall in "love" quickly. Too quickly. Needing the high from it and all. Humans do that often. It feels good to feel like you are in love. So we manufacture it to get a fix. But then reality comes in and there is the rub. I think your abilty and desire to love is a beautiful thing but you are spreading it thin. You dont want to let yourself get hurt so often with these wrong people. You will become jaded and scarred. And that would be a terrible loss. There IS a true love for you out there. But you CANT rush it. This is just me, but I would rather be single for the rest of my life then give my precious love to the wrong person again. I value myself and the love i have to give far too much now. Time will tell. In the meantime I work hard at creating a full life, understanding who I am, and learning to love myself..warts and all ;) Hugs to you Paul.