this is to the person I loved and still love and it tortures me everyday. WHy do I love you still? I guess i is unhealty or something but I don't care what sterotypical crap people want to catorgerize shit in cause If I could cut off how I felt I would. But I can'T
Why did you steal my heart from me when you already had somebody. I hate you becasue I loved you so much. What the hell is wrong with me. No I don't hate you at all. I guess I am or should or am supposed to. I wish you were mine or rather I was yours. I would do anything to make you happy and you made me happy everyday just by being around. I wish things were difrent and I don't know if you even really loved me or were jus playing games like people say. But for some odd reason I love you anyways. I would never want to hurt you and make you think I was obsessed. Because stalker people really suck. But when I wasin't around you anymore everthing lost its spark and it is boring and no fun. I wish I was lucky enough to see you again. It was dumb of me to spil the beans but I mean I was going nuts like stuff was coming ou of my mouth and I don't know why. Weird stuff kept happening and I was gonna explode n I am not crazy. NO I AM NOT. M guilty concious tells me I am but all this crap that happened leading up to you really was true. I guess I had nothing to lose. YOu were the most thoughtful person that I have ever known and I remember everything you have done for me even though sometimes you were a jerk. JERK. I'm just kidding. I'm stubbern and I don't belive them that you are a whatever it is and that you played people. I hate them for that. OR Rather i hink they are stupid.
Anyways when you were around I couldn't sop laughing n truhfully I didn't care if it went on like that for years and years casue I knew I couldn't have u. IT didn't mater to me but then it did becasue everbody kept trying to screw me n they drove me nuts. I was scared n n a shitty position n life and now I can't say I am doing much better with the situation I am in now but I saw it coming. Someimes when you are n a shitty position an kind of disabbled in the head you have to make some sort of decision. THats survival isn't it? ANyways I liked u becasue you brought out the best in me and it was kind of scary becasue I have took alo of effort nto being a prick like everyone else. I think you are the best person in the entire world and the most cute and more interesting than every other averge peice of wallpaer in this world. MOsly I think you are special just becasue you are and for some reason you freak me out cause you do some of the same stuff I do. I miss you alot and I hope that you have a good life please pray for me if you are out there becasue I need it. I know that sounds corny and selfish but I really need it. YOu are like the only person that ever really helped me without being a prick.
Why did you steal my heart from me when you already had somebody. I hate you becasue I loved you so much. What the hell is wrong with me. No I don't hate you at all. I guess I am or should or am supposed to. I wish you were mine or rather I was yours. I would do anything to make you happy and you made me happy everyday just by being around. I wish things were difrent and I don't know if you even really loved me or were jus playing games like people say. But for some odd reason I love you anyways. I would never want to hurt you and make you think I was obsessed. Because stalker people really suck. But when I wasin't around you anymore everthing lost its spark and it is boring and no fun. I wish I was lucky enough to see you again. It was dumb of me to spil the beans but I mean I was going nuts like stuff was coming ou of my mouth and I don't know why. Weird stuff kept happening and I was gonna explode n I am not crazy. NO I AM NOT. M guilty concious tells me I am but all this crap that happened leading up to you really was true. I guess I had nothing to lose. YOu were the most thoughtful person that I have ever known and I remember everything you have done for me even though sometimes you were a jerk. JERK. I'm just kidding. I'm stubbern and I don't belive them that you are a whatever it is and that you played people. I hate them for that. OR Rather i hink they are stupid.
Anyways when you were around I couldn't sop laughing n truhfully I didn't care if it went on like that for years and years casue I knew I couldn't have u. IT didn't mater to me but then it did becasue everbody kept trying to screw me n they drove me nuts. I was scared n n a shitty position n life and now I can't say I am doing much better with the situation I am in now but I saw it coming. Someimes when you are n a shitty position an kind of disabbled in the head you have to make some sort of decision. THats survival isn't it? ANyways I liked u becasue you brought out the best in me and it was kind of scary becasue I have took alo of effort nto being a prick like everyone else. I think you are the best person in the entire world and the most cute and more interesting than every other averge peice of wallpaer in this world. MOsly I think you are special just becasue you are and for some reason you freak me out cause you do some of the same stuff I do. I miss you alot and I hope that you have a good life please pray for me if you are out there becasue I need it. I know that sounds corny and selfish but I really need it. YOu are like the only person that ever really helped me without being a prick.
